Sometimes depersonalization makes me feel like I’m no more than background noise. The sense of detatchment from my surroundings socially, but not physically leads to me observing quite a bit instead of interacting. I think this may be part of the reason I enjoy “people watching” so much, (walking around and just observing people) because it gives me an opportunity to just forget I exist. While Sometimes it’s blissful to feel like unimportant background noise, at other times it’s crippling. I feel lost and ignored in the sea of noise.