Cesc has my heart, but I feel we’re too different. The first major difference between us I can think of is that Cesc wants kids and I really don’t, I guess another thing that has perturbed me before about Cesc is that they’ve told me I’m not feminine in appearance enough, which while sadly true, still felt hurtful. I can’t blame someone for having preferences though. I guess I’m just love-sick.
Honestly I don’t even know if I’m genuinely attracted to Cesc or if they just gave me something I was sorely craving.