I’ve been emotionally exhausted for quite a while. After being seemingly ghosted by my most recent partner, I just don’t feel anything. Sure for a while I did feel sad and such, but, now I just feel tired. I suppose going from one relationship to the next has grown old. I’d rather cherish strong meaningful friendships at the moment. I really have no incentive to jump head-first into yet another relationship. Read more

Cesc has my heart, but I feel we’re too different. The first major difference between us I can think of is that Cesc wants kids and I really don’t, I guess another thing that has perturbed me before about Cesc is that they’ve told me I’m not feminine in appearance enough, which while sadly true, still felt hurtful. I can’t blame someone for having preferences though. I guess I’m just love-sick. Read more